I’ve so been itching to go riding lately, and it totally sucks that I can’t.  Even if I could get away from the little one long enough for a quick ride the bike is in no shape for riding right now.  It seriously sucks because we’ve had some really nice weather lately.  If you ignore the last two rainy days we’ve had some nice sunny days in the 70s during the rest of the week.  Sigh.  I’ll get to ride again soon.

It’s been really hectic around here the last couple of weeks, and I really haven’t had that much time to get online and post much.  I knew it would be like this once the baby got here, but I guess I had planned to have at least a little bit more time to hop online.

I really need to find myself a laptop because that would help out a lot.  Mine needs to be repaired, but it’s so old it’s not worth fixing.  Hopefully I can get myself a new one here soon, and if I do that’ll allow me to get online more often.  It’s just easier to breastfeed while sitting on the couch or bed using a laptop than it is to sit at a desk on a desktop.  Yeah, that’s probably TMI, but there ya have it.

I swear my bff is one of the luckiest people I know.  It’s like she was totally born with a golden horseshoe shoved up her you know what.  What happened this time?  She won a freakin’ bike from US129 Photos.  She’ll be heading up there to pick it up this weekend. 

Nope it’s not a new bike, but who cares?  Who’s going to turn down a perfectly good free bike?  Actually I really wouldn’t mind having this one.  It’s an 03 Honda CBR 600rr.  Congrats  Alli!  Who knows…maybe you’ll break down and let me ride it :-p.

Yes I totally disappeared, and yes it’s because I did end up as a long term (9 day) resident at the hospital when I told you I was going to the ER to be monitored for a few hours.  Thursday I checked in to be monitored around 7pm.  It didn’t take long for the nurses to realize I was going to be there awhile.  The doctor arrived around 10pm and let me know I”d be staying until Saturday morning so they could run a 24 hour urine test on me. 

The next day things started looking even worse.  After being on bed rest all night and morning my bp was only getting worse.  I was started on magnesium sulfate to keep me from convulsing and/or going into a coma, and I was being given labatelol by iv every so often, but it wasn’t helping.  My bp was dangerously high, so I was sent for an ultrasound at 10am to make sure the baby seemed to be developed enough for delivery.  Within a couple hours the doctor was in my room explaining why he had to induce me immediately, and at 6pm they started the pitocin.  Anyone who knows me knows my birth plan said absolutely no pitocin unless absolutely necessary, and in this case it was.  It came down to delivering her or seriously harming both of us.  Honestly everything was so far off of my birth plan that it never came out of my bag.

I labored all night, and by noon the next day I still hadn’t dilated beyond 3 1/2cm, so the decision was made that I needed an emergency c-section.  I would have refused if the situation had been normal, but my bp was well beyond 200/115 at that point.

At 12:11pm Elliana was born.  She gave 2 little cries before quietly surveying what was going on around her.  They held up this teeny tiny little thing in front of my face, and I cried at how small she was.  She weighed in at 4lbs 5oz and measured 17 1/2 inches long.  She showed up 5 weeks early, but other than being small she is 100% perfectly healthy!  She was given the normal amount of oxygen the hospital gives to any baby delivered by c-section, but she didn’t need any “extra”.  Her apgar score at birth was an 8, and at 5 minutes was a 9!  She does have a sacral dimple, but it’s being checked.

Unfortunately her delivery didn’t solve all our problems.  Even though she was perfectly healthy I wasn’t.  My bp didn’t return to normal after delivery like it normally does with preeclampsia.  Instead I ended up in the hospital until October 31st while the team of doctors tried to control my bp.  I also ended up losing a lot of blood, so I was given a transfusion and pumped full of potassium.  I was finally released after my bp came down enough that I was out of the danger zone for seizures, but I’m still hypertensive. 

Needless to say it’s definitely be wild around here lately, and I’m just really happy to be home.  But hey…now I have a beautiful baby girl, and I can once again ride!

Things aren’t looking so good around here.  I’ve been having major issues over the last couple of days with my blood pressure, and my doctor has me checking it throughout the day to make sure I”m not developing preeclampsia.  It’s not looking good, though. 

My blood pressure has been so high that when I called the doctor earlier she told me to go ahead to the emergency room when Hubby gets home from work.  She wants them to monitor me for a few hours to make sure we don’t need to put me on strict bed rest for the next month until it’s time for the baby to arrive.  If that doesn’t work my only other option is to be induced since that’s how you treat preeclampsia, but that’s not something we’re looking forward to this early in the game.  This means I may or may not be around much depending on what action she takes, so we’ll just have to see how things go.